Sunday, June 12, 2005
i was wrong. and i still am.
thinking that coming to canada would be heaven for me. how wrong can i get. and i'm starting to believe now that it's hell. i can't say it's that bad. but it's bad enough.
they think i'm someone who spends a lot. and those kind of people who can't control on how much they are spending. that money is just paper. oh great.
and how did they come to that conclusion? because somehow everything that isn't my idea became mine. and everything is my fault. since when did i wanted to rebond my hair. i did at first. but refused in the end. mom forced me to, because of the wedding. but somehow it became my idea and now they are scolding me because i wasted 130 bucks on just a haircut. next comes my contacts. mom wanted me to wear to!
fine. i guess i shan't argue at all. no point. and i got to respect people who are older than me. of course. so conclusion. more like their conclusion. is that i haven't even learnt how to earn money and i'm spending money with an eye closed. so that's all. we've come to a conclusion. so end of topic.
they asked me to be more matured. i'm just not. so they have to accept that. and i've always given what mom wants. although there's a few things i've done wrong and i've kept it from here. but yeah. i've been what she has always been asking for. i've given no trouble to teachers and so far i'm a good girl, in her eyes, in school. i've been giving her lots of As and she didn't ask for anything more. so that's what i've always been. and i agree, i do have a bad temper. but i can't help that, can i?
i seriously aren't in the mood to blog. although i have blog a lot.
so i'm off. au revoir.
claaar. i don't know when you're ever going to read this. but glad to know that you're having a nice holiday. and i'll TRY to get you some stuffs. and and and most importantly i'm seriously going to cry without your help now after i got into this mess. so hope to talk to you soon okay? and give me advice like you always do. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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